Archive for September, 2007

Atomic Hairball

September 27, 2007

hairballlite.jpg“Dude! Did your cat puke that up?” Nope. Sorry man. That nastiness in the sink is my hair. I photographed it because I am shocked as to how much I am losing…every freakin’ day I have that mess in my sink. I understand that people lose an average of 100 strands per day, but c’mon! I already have really thin, fine hair. I cannot afford to lose a single strand. I am trying to be kind to my hair; less blow-drying and flat-ironing. I am also taking vitamins to try to nourish from the inside out as well as the occasional jojoba oil treatment for the hippie in me.

I am wondering if the cisplatin, radiation and/or Vivelle (estradiol) is causing any of this. My guess is that I might be done with treatment but treatment is not done with me. Hell, I even received an EOB for my last chemo on June, 13th today.

Membership Denied!

September 26, 2007

I do not want to tempt fate here, but take that cancer. Heidi’s lump was not cancerous and she can breathe easier tonight. I am just so happy that her membership into the club was denied and she gets to stay on the outside, looking in. What can we learn from this though? Ladies, do not waste time wondering if you might have felt something. Go directly to your doctor. If you are too squeamish to feel yourself up, tough. Early detection is your best friend here.

:(

September 19, 2007

One of the blogs in my RSS reader is Freakonimics. It is a pretty good read if you can cut through the inflated heads of the authors. Today they featured the story of Randy Pausch, a CMU professor who is dying of pancreatic cancer.

The story follows the same shitty script of many cancer stories, particularly those involving young victims. Some guys get away with murder while others get cancer. WTF.

Randy’s cancer blog tells the story in detail.

Encapsulating Times

September 18, 2007

hedibethemily.jpg

Heidi…………..Beth……………….Emily

I think I have a good idea what an “encapsulated tumor” is. To me, it seems as if it is “contained” and easier to be removed and quite possibly not easy to spread. According to Merrian-Webster, encapsulated means, “surrounded by a gelatinous or membranous envelope.” This is all new cancer talk to me and I have found myself scurrying about the Web trying to figure this out. “Why?” you ask. Well, my friend, Heidi, just had a lumpectomy yesterday and the mass they found was encapsulated. Pathology comes back on Wednesday and we are all hoping for an easy outcome on this one. The Cancer Club is not one you want membership in, and quite frankly, I would love to see that club cease to exist. Heidi has been through A LOT already and really could use a break. It’s actually pretty comical (quote from her). She’s has quite the list of surgical procedures and she’s not even 30!

I met Heidi and Emily (pictured above at Sarah’s wedding last June) at my junior high in Sammamish, WA, about 4 yeas ago (maybe 5). They are part of my daily sanity checks. (When working with junior high kids you really need that. I would never change working in a junior high, but one does notice a certain diminished level to one’s vocabulary and ability to talk to adults.) Heidi’s first full contract year was spent dealing with a lot kidney issues (stones) and doctors’ visits. It took a lot of poking and prodding to figure out that she has Cushing’s. Fast forward to present time; let’s just say she has seen her fair share of ERs, ORs, doctor’s offices, knives and needles and such. One less friend/coworker/family member in the Cancer Club wouldn’t be the worst thing ever.

The “Flintstones” Hit Manhattan

September 6, 2007

fatfoot.jpgskinnyfoot.jpg

fat foot………………………skinny foot

Scott and I just got back from New York City Monday. It was our first time in New York and at the US Open. I usually cannot get away this time of year with school and coaching, and since I am not teaching this year, and I have an amazing JV coach in Brian, we decided to go for a week. We took in 3 days of tennis and 3 days of seeing the city. Luckily, the weather was fabulous the entire time, so we took advantage of that at the Open and on the streets of New York.

I have now proven that being active is the way to go; please follow along. I have had no real incidents, but I am concerned if not paranoid about lymphedema. Lymphedema is swelling in limbs near the area where lymph nodes were removed. Sometimes the lymphatic fluid can find “other ways” out of your system, but many times cancer patients end up needing to wear compression garments or do manual drainage to control swelling. Breast cancer patients see a lot of this in their arms. Since I had 23 lymph nodes removed in my groin area, my legs and feet are of concern. I was really worried about my first flight to Tucson…no problems. Even the red eye to NYC was fine. But I guess sitting on one’s ass for 10-ish hours watching (not playing) tennis was the key. Day one I was fine, but by day 3 they were toast. My toes looked like breakfast sausages and my ankles, well, they disappeared. So, I affectionately called my feet “my Fred Flintstones”. They were pretty uncomfortable and the swelling did go away after a night. Maybe it was all the $7 beers consumed in the Heineken Red Star bar that went right to my feet…just like the flask flip-flops…booze storage for later. Once we were back on track and walking all over the place, and not logging some serious ass time, my feet and ankles looked normal again. Well, at least until the flight home and they puffed up again. So I guess I need to invest in some attractive compression stockings or ankle socks before heading on long trips to London. There is a lot worse in the world than wearing compression stockings, and I sure don’t want to look like this:


Follow

Get every new post delivered to your Inbox.